Where are you Christmas...

   As I sit here in the background I hear screaming and fighting and the air is thick with stress and tension when it should be familiar songs of the holidays and love within the air. It saddens me... I feel lonely today. I found a song that I used the title for also as this posting and I will place a link to it at the end of today's writing because really it rode heavy on my heart today. I miss my Master, I wish I was with him today. I want his arms around me for my Christmas...

   The last 2 days I have been very busy, hence why there was no posting, but I will write here the happenings from the last 48 hours. they were good days, I spent them where I will be living after the holidays until I move, I know some people may wonder why I am so vague and really its because the information is irrelevant other then the fact I am getting my ducks in a row to move in 2 very short months to Europe. OH that reminds me, my Master emailed me some information over the last few days at a couple of properties he was looking at for ideas for us and well as you can guess it made me even more excited and anxious to move because I want to be looking at places together!!!

   Most of my last two days was spent baking and canning home made jams and apple butter, anyone who truly knows me, knows I have this insane passion for cooking and I love love love to learn and test any technique possible, so I made all kinds of treats and enjoyed the hell out of it! I also last week made a spiced wine called Glogg, it has a full bottle of red wine and a full bottle of vodka and like 2 cups of sugar and basic mulling spices like cloves and Cinnamon etc and it is served warm and man oh man does it warm you up hahaha! Oh, and for anyone interested I will be starting a domestic advice blog soon as well which will have links on this one for easy access, it will be called " Trouble in an Apron " and it will include a lot of my recipes and things like that so YAY! and also once I move I will also have one that explains on a more vanilla aspect as a sister to this blog, how myself as an American girl is adapting to life in Europe. Sooo as you all can tell I will have a lot of fun new reading over the next few months. Also if there is anything you would like to hear about in specifics or any ideas you want to input feel free to send me a comment with them and I will be more then happy to fit them into one of my posts! I enjoy this, it keeps me out of trouble hehe.

   OH remember how I posyed the picture if my Biological parents tree with the decapitated Santa head in all its hillbilly glory? well I decorated another tree at the house I was at over the last 2 days and I will be adding that BEAUTIFUL display of Christmas wonder on this blog you comparison =) I am very pleased with the outcome! OK, sooo I am going to make this a short post because I have a lot to do still before Christmas, but I will do my best to scribble a little something down here before the weekend.

I miss you My Master. You are my Christmas.

Where are you Christmas - by Faith Hill

  

Lyrics to " Where are you Christmas "


Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play

My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too

Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go

Christmas is here
Everywhere, oh
Christmas is here
If you care, oh

If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time

I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
Fills each and every heart with love

Where are you Christmas
Fill your heart with love